So why do I have to be right?

So nothing from the lawyer who said the judgement would be done last week.  I knew it would not happen.

Meanwhile I am haunted by memories.

Tim turned 27 today.  I wonder if he has even noticed I am gone.  I will not compete with Pat for the love of my children.  Nor will I beg for their love.

It is a 4th commandment issue.  It is between them and God.  You either love and respect your parents or you do not.

Here I stand , waiting for them to contact me.