Yes more disequilibrium! He called about the check because the pay off is wrong and is trying to get more money from me. I realized after talking to my friend and lawyer he is rushing me and bullying me. He always nags, nags, nags till I give in. I won't be bullied. I have all of September. My lawyer told me I don't have to talk to him and I am not going to anymore. I thought I was stronger but not enough. 32 years of habits can be difficult to erase. Damn what a sicko relationship. I will not listen to his voice mail. I will not be rushed.
I read this blog and it resonated with me and what I want in a husband. It's all hindsight now...
http://thechristianpundit.org/2012/08/15/it
"Be careful – a husband can cripple or foster emotional health."
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