Living in my fantasy tonight..

Continuing to play with words, emotions, ideas, theology.  Just a very rough draft of ideas.  It sustains me to write.  It uplifts me to write.  It keeps my mind off other things, which is good at this point.

I had the second shot in my spine.  He placed it in a different place today.  He tried to get the worst place in my spine but kept hitting bone so he placed it lower.  I guess I realized how serious the deterioration is in my spine.  Dang that means surgery.  I still want to be able to walk and work so I guess I will have to go there.

You know God created math and I believe it reaffirms the Natural order of things and the Natural Law. It's too bad we keep screwing things up in our old Adam.  I do believe it is possible to have that marriage that God intended us all to have.  It will just take 2 people committed and believing that God can and will sustain.

Here is the next part of Graph Theory:

The finite,

all the possibilities,

from you to me,

discrete in our individuality.

Separate but joined.

Having that “edge”,

where we  can meet,

intersect,

mentally,

physically,

·      spiritually.

Our algorithms,

we distinguish

our “n’s”,

multiply,

add,

divide,

subtract,

till they fit

as one ,

as God intended.

The subtraction of self,

deny the sinner,

add the saint,

clothed in nakedness,

as in the Garden,

where there is no fear,

no snake,

no blame.

Christ’s death,

the Kairos,

lining it’s way to me on a number line,

jumps backward Eden wise,

forward

toward,

the perfect Euler circuit,

where we travel together,

in foot,

without a blemish,

misstep,

or a lift of friction.

a perfect equation:

God 

 

man

woman 

Math always seems to have the answer.

It is in all I see…

It is in the Natural Order of God.

Subjective to God

and His Infinity.

And in His math touch I see our intersection.

What was ruined by a bite.

Can be again…

it is the continuation of a number line in Chronos,

in Kairos….

My God’s wish for me….